Thursday, September 2, 2010

Day 17

I'm finished.
Find me in the real world.




Good bye for now.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Day 11

Tremendous hiatus. Hahhh...


" Life is good. Enjoy every drop of it and freeze it, before they attempt to squeeze it out of you."
- A line someone said to me in a dream I had.

Yes, very bizarre.
Everything is good. I love you Yamel even though you probably don't read this.

BTW; read, Cold Blood and Breakfast at Tiffany's.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

formspring.me

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/xMOUSY

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Do you enjoy dancing with cats?

YEEE. As long as they don't try anything slick. Like, biting... And stuff.

Ask me anything

Monday, November 16, 2009

Day 10


I DROPPED ALL OF MY LOVERS. AND I STOOD UP AND SCREAMED, I'M IN LOVE.
It happened.


October 29, 2009

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Day 9

I lost everyone.


Or everyone lost me.


No, I think I lost myself.


I can't save myself.


Sorry. Have a nice day.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

Day 8

Life is a sawtooth wave. That's all.

I'm all set on the trigger. There will be a mess about me.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Day 7

Yes yes yes! Everything is going fantastic. I joined a whole mess of things. I'm in almost every club in Hialeah High. o.o
I need money rofl! Things are going good. :3
There's just one problem. HIATUS HIATUS HIATUS!!!
Gr I have no time to do something I love. :(
I have to bring up grades and stuff.
I need a job really bad. ><
I need tutoring I think...
My panic-y-ness went away a bit.
I realized I have new close friends.
I love all the new people I've met.
I love my older friends so much.
I'm so happy I met everyone.
I'm saying "I" a lot.
Does it matter? NO. :D
Enemies do become friends.
It just may not be how you expected.

Inside there's a little fear in me though.
But I know I'll pull through.
My thoughts are disjointed.
If you put them together properly you are God.
Scratch that, I already know the Gods.
They came up to me and told me they would give me this amazing life.
But they said I would pay every now and then.
I still like it even though the pay can be horrid.

I think I'm done.
I'll write properly next time.
Bye.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

Day 6

We all get scared...
I think I am.
I don't even know what I feel anymore.


I've been very prone to panic attacks (I guess you could call them that) recently. On Thursday the 17th a roach was on my ceiling fan and almost landed on me while I was laying in bed and I just had a horrible fit I was panicking the whole night. I was practically bawling too. Crying like crazy which is a little dumb but I can't help it. {I'm still/such a child...} I stayed up the whole time that night, I was shaking horribly and it hurt to breathe after a while. I think I have a deeply troubling phobia of insects especially roaches to a point where I will bother my parents at 3 A.M. and wake them up. (Yep. I'm a fail.) I'm still really paranoid. Now today I just can't control myself well I just started hyperventilating randomly throughout the day over small things. I've felt like throwing up and all this being out of my nerves is starting to give me nausea. I feel like I'm on overload.


-"They'll let you live the lie."

Shit... I gotta write some happy stuff, looking back on this it's a little mood depressing.
I dunno. Time will come yeah. Besides that everything is fine and stuff just trying to get involved in more extracurricular things to be a more well-rounded person. Yep, my life is nice and simple for now. I think I needed that.