Nebula

New session, new theme, new perspectives, new nothing. Sadly the first post of this session is not really optimistic... I'm tired. I'm always tired. Anyway, yesterday my camera met its death in a pool. I'm really sad now. I loved that camera. :( I hope the memory card works at least... It must suck being a camera when I think about it. Like imagine you see good memories and images of good times and keep them in your mind then suddenly click! They're gone. Someone must've deleted it or taken out your mind. Then you're left with no memories. But, how would I know? And why am I even talking about inanimate objects? Really now. I need a new one... *sigh.


{-- sometimes, even the most hostile things need a break. Everyone gets tired sometimes...}

for Leanne

Sometimes you just gotta make some pointless drabbles of nothing in reality just to seem analytical. "Ooh she used a big word. How nice/gnitlover" Either way they can't realize if there really is a meaning or some nonsense remember not all minds are the same. Never forget that. If you do. It. Will. Sting. So for you to test your minds and interpret here is some in depth or shallow phrases involving anything, nothing or something. Your choice.

{--Sometimes we all think we're alone, but you just gotta find that one thing to make you feel alive. Don't let no one take that from you. If they do, you're left with nothing. Then you search again. But it's harder because each time; you cry a little. You need something a little better. You try replacing it. And in the end you die a little, until you just give up, die, or there really isn't much left to chase for. Always remember, The thrill is in the chase not achieving it.} -- Mousy.


This is the end of this Session. Good bye Digital Ambient Designs.
Welcome to .PIONEER.

passion

It's dead. Maybe they can't realize it now. But, it's gone. I'm saddened...






They destroyed where I grew up. :(

eye of the storm

It's always balanced. No matter how harsh it is.
When one thing goes wrong another goes right.
Life, just hear this: I'm ready to give it all up.
I'm ready for almost anything that could happen.
In the end I won't end up caring.
Miss Luck will take my side.
Maybe it's dumb.
But I think the only thing I'll but my faith into now,
will be my hope and attempt to get what I would like and luck.
It's the only thing that sadly I can depend on.
It's more present then other things are SUPPOSED to be.
But those other things don't realize because they don't look all ways before crossing into another place.

[Left, right, wrong, up down, front, back, inside...]
Words are becoming a best friend now...

niji no kawa

Well, let's see... I've fallen over and over but, someone actually didn't pay attention and decided to catch me. It was the most unexplainable thing to have happened. I haven't had this feeling before I feel all blushed up and stuff. I can't describe it but I'd like to thank every fiber in this enclosed existence for it. I hope everything goes well for me and I hope every ones summer is going well too. I'm a bit saddened by the fact that the rain has ruined some of my recent summer outings but a good rain brings forth to beautiful life and beginnings. Just like a good cry I must say. ♥ In other things, I've began a writing with my own penmanship in a new notebook recently and I must say I actually like it a lot compared to typing up what I'm saying or thinking or what it may be. I somehow feel the words and the emotions being poured into the page using ink as its medium. That may sound quite silly but there is no other way to say it. I might carry on only writing in paper now. I must say old school is definitely nice compared to now. I might type up my thoughts and stuff from my notebook at some point maybe. I will not call the poor thing a diary because it deserves a much better title than that. I'll give him a name sometime...

[-- "I once read a story about a little girl and her adventures. I then realized I was the one who wrote it..."]

Lain's room.

The sky is pitying me I guess... Well I guess this post goes from middle to end to future... I'd like to drown in this rain right now. Chasing for the Sun is starting to make me feel... dead. For lack of a better word. Going of searching for it has burned me deeply. I feel like I'm about to drop and just fall into the sleep you will never dream in... Not a good thing. I'll let the rain float me away I guess... I hope it clears up. Please do. Make it blue in the sky no Sun, no rain. Until now I'll try respirating in my room locked in trying to survive in this slow flood.
"Why hello there good sir!"
"Oh yes yes good day"
"Would you fancy opening this door for me?"
"Why I'd be glad to."
"Delightful!"
"Hm. There seems to be a problem here."
"Oh, I guess I've locked myself in."
"I'm so terribly sorry ma'am."
"Please don't mind me... Just carry on..."
"Alright then."