conversations.

Lead to so many things. I never realized this until recently. I forgot how many people there were and enclosed myself in a cube. (No I didn't say circle like most people because I. Do. Not. Cut. Corners.) Everything's been great even though I still have that fallen feeling in the chest but whatever. You just gotta lift it back up don't ya? So I need myself an adventure. :) Even if it's small it'll brighten up the night and cause a super nova of eternal sunshine. I'm going out to find this particle to envelop myself in the sweet lucid light that creates the spectrum found in my dreams.

We've danced in the rain now as it clears we must dance in the sunshine and the bursts of light from drops creating a splash of color not only in the sky but in our hearts.

boot.

I think I've finally fallen.
My wings suddenly broke.

Please don't catch me.

I need to feel this.

eclipse

So I've been working on the newer doodles of Bonnie. I have about a total of 10 ready to be edited and posted up on here but I want to get atleast the first full striplet done before posting, which brings me to why I have not been putting up any new posts. Another thing, I'm tired of not speaking like I used to on here. It's not really my things to talk so casually on here I like speaking with my fully expanded vocabulary ha ha. Well my promise...
Next post(s) will include the newer snippets (2-7) of the doodles. If I get off my lazy streak I might just piece and edit them together to make a little short-strip comic. Bah.~ Wish me luck.


Release your imagination.

just your regular beat song...

" Sleepless gliding
Over the city lights
Watch us flying
Over the streets tonight

And I say
There's a way, there's a way I know
There's a way, there's a way I know
There's a way, there's a way
I know that someday we will surely find it
There's a way, there's a way I know
There's a way, there's a way I know
Someday, there's a way
Someday, there's a way I know it

Sunday morning
Watching the city sleep
Dreams are shining
Finely they're within reach

And I say
There's a way, there's a way I know
There's a way, there's a way I know
There's a way, there's a way
I know that someday we will surely find it
There's a way, there's a way I know
There's a way, there's a way I know
Someday, there's a way
Someday, there's a way I know it

Sunday morning
Watching the city sleep
Dreams are shining
Finely they're within reach

There's a way, there's a way I know
There's a way, there's a way I know
There's a way, there's a way
I know that someday we will surely find it
There's a way, there's a way I know
There's a way, there's a way I know
Someday, there's a way
Someday, there's a way I know ït "

please Don't kill this thing we got...
Just searching to the perfect drug...
I hope this feeling will never burn out.
I'm lost in thoughts. again...

behind the broken mirror

So here is the first doodle of many others...
All you need to know is that her name is Bonnie(for now).
Unless you have a better name for her it'll stay this way.

bells

I am ecstatic. Today was really great. I went to the Anime Club in JFK and we made sushi! It was really fun hanging out with everyone from the library again. Oh and I also won the cutest apron in world made by the spectacular May.~ It has a panda on it! I hope next meeting is fun as well. I'll post pictures of the little apron soon.
Oh and another thing I'll be posting little doodles from now on(or soon) of stuff I draw.

Wow, this is like the least deep post ever...

Your sounds touch my heart.
Yeah you are my superstar.

small insignificance.

I find pleasure in these. They're so simple. I admire that beauty of simplicity because it is almost never found in the real life we live in...
Aside from that. From now on I'll start posting some pictures or doodles of my own flawed yet perfect creation to help with your understanding of this blog. Good luck and cheers to everyone on simple pleasures!

open your eyes, open your mind.

Lain's music toybox

i have that heavy feeling in my heart.

touch. responce.

Prom. Was. Fantastic. I can't wait until my actual senior prom haha! So today is Mother's Day. I'm in a good mood so I'll try to make it as supercalifragilisticexpialidociously as possible. I owe it to her afterall, she is my life giver. I love you to the fullest extent my small physique can conjure. Moving on I think I should put up some pictures go along with what I talk about. I'll be starting when the next session .Pioneer. is begun in this blog and then slowly work my way back to the oldies and renew them.

Your sounds touch my heart.
Music loud, fine and supersound.

boot

Today, Friday, the eighth of May is the night before the much awaited prom night. To say the least I'm overflowing with pure sweet ecstatic goodness. I feel like those girls in those soap operas that make a big deal out of it. I can't help it. Anyway. I for one have reached the point of the perfect high at the moment and I owe it to everyone and every particle that is in my very existence. Though I think a little reckless fun is being called to. It's my driven passion in a tisted way? Sure let's go with that. So onwards to creating a little fun chaotic tricks.


I'm constantly on a down and I'm tired of waiting.
Waiting here.

eye of the storm

Everything has reached the point of complete sublimity. Or so I thought. It's not the case sadly. I've been too focused on my own personal radius of where everything is calm and forgot about the outer parts. I'm sorry. Can I spread that circle of pure mental euphoria? I hope and wish I could/can. Please fill up the circle until the outside is empty and the inner part is the new outside. Would it cause complete inversion or would it be just a minor change?
I think too much about nonsensical things...
I wish they came true though.
The mind can be more fragile than the heart at times...
why? Because it can cause self-harm.


Climb to the top, climb to the top. And now you're falling again.
Climb to the top, climb to the top. And now I know it's pointless.

I had reached it long ago.

Song for You

Great. Great. Great. Everything has been fitting in properly with each other recently. All those puzzle pieces have become regular squares fitting so perfectly in whichever way they may land. In other words, everything's perfect as far as the word perfect may be carried out in the real world.
In other things~ I've been listening to old music I used to be really into. Man I feel like going dancing! I feel so at ease in my life for once. I think the bumps and pebbles on the road have finally been eroded and now all that remains is a smooth surface. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I don't know how it happened but, I'm forever grateful for this. I've gone without crying for the longest now! It's an amazing accomplishment for me. (Seeing as how I used to cry all the time before. Ughh.)


I'm tired of dancing here all by myself, tonight I wanna dance with someone else.
Live out your fantasies here with me.